Shut the F**k Up

Kelly Connolly

My mind won’t shut the f**k up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve f**ken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single f**ked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my f**ked up thoughts! read less
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Trusting in Yourself
5d ago
Trusting in Yourself
Trust in yourself. Trust in that quieter part of your. Trust yourself to feel the difference between each part of who you are. I never trusted myself. I never trusted there was more to me than a fat, useless, horrible girl. Who then became a woman. It was these thoughts that kept me in the darkness of my fucked up mind. Living in denial and seeing myself with her dogmatic eyes. Here's how I have learnt to trust in myself. ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the f**k up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve f**ken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single f**ked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my f**ked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE F**K UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
Confessing to Yourself
15-02-2024
Confessing to Yourself
Confessing to yourself is not easy. Confessing to yourself about your deepest and darkest thoughts and feelings should be left well enough alone. You don’t need to know what’s really going on inside that mind of yours. Just keep it all tucked away where no one can find it. Especially you. Whatever behaviour you are living in now, it doesn’t have to be that way. You can change it. You can feel better about the person you are. You deserve that for yourself. ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
Rules to lose weight and be skinny
01-02-2024
Rules to lose weight and be skinny
Every day a new rule seems to appear telling us how we must eat, what we must eat and what we must avoid at all costs because it is very, very bad for you. To lose weight and be skinny. Over the years of me trying to lose weight every single fucking day of my life I came across rule after rule after rule. And, I tried to follow them all resulting in overwhelm and overload. ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
Punishing myself with food
18-01-2024
Punishing myself with food
Thirty fucking years. Thirty years of my life spent punishing myself. For what? Why on earth would someone do that to themselves for so long? And how? What possible reason causes such a daily torrent of abuse? Hi, I’m Kelly and I am a recovering food addict. I spent all of my days thinking about food and punishing myself with food. I stuffed my face stupid until my belly was close to exploding. I loathed myself into this ridiculous punishment. It was all-consuming. It took over every part of my life and it became so ingrained into every part of my being that I did it without ever questioning it. Because I didn’t know there was another way to be. ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
Who I Was Meant To Be
04-01-2024
Who I Was Meant To Be
This woman that I became was a real struggle. A constant fight of who was who and what was what. Somewhere beneath all the bullshit, I had a sense of something more, and, it was this sense that kept me reaching outside of myself to find something (ANYTHING) that would help me to rid myself of all that was dragging me down. ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
Who am I?
21-12-2023
Who am I?
I am a thinker. A deep one at that. My mind is constantly seeing the world through the eyes of an observer. People have always fascinated me but it wasn’t until a few years ago when I began this desperate need to feel better, to be better and to do better that the questions and observations took over so much of my thinking. In a good way. Judgement still resides amongst my thoughts because my shitty voice cannot help but speak her opinion, but the questions are my way of understanding more about us as humans. Especially myself. ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
Why can’t I just be f**king happy?
07-12-2023
Why can’t I just be f**king happy?
Why can’t I just be fucking happy? Why can’t I let go of my misery and enjoy my life? I guess I can sum it up in one word…depression. How did I get to that? How did I become the person who was so angry and mad at everyone and everything that it blinded me to so much? I couldn’t see straight. I couldn’t appreciate all the good things staring me right in the face. I’d look around them to prove to myself that only bad things existed. Because that was all I deserved! Nothing but misery! ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
I Feel Dead Inside
23-11-2023
I Feel Dead Inside
I can’t quite remember when my feelings began to dry up, I only know they did. I think somewhere around the beginning of my teenage years. That’s when the weight really started to pile on. That’s when I really started to hate myself and my body. My feelings were overtaken with anxiety and depression. Food became my only relief. ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
The Mean Thoughts Inside My Head
09-11-2023
The Mean Thoughts Inside My Head
The thoughts inside your head are really very mean. And nasty. They incessantly chatter all day long. Telling you you'll never be enough or that you aren't worthy of the wonderful life waiting for you. What if you didn't have to listen to that voice anymore? What if I told you there is another voice that is so much more loving, that you can listen to instead? ————————————————————————— My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive
I Hate My Body. I Hate Myself.
26-10-2023
I Hate My Body. I Hate Myself.
My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— In this episode, I talk about my hatred for my body and myself for the last thirty-plus years. It consumed me. "Down in the depths of my depression, hate plunged itself into the murkiness and enjoyed wallowing around in every single feeling of hurt and every single thought of contempt I had about myself each day of my miserable life." My whole life revolved around this intense feeling of hatred, controlling what I did, what I said and how I behaved. I was nastiest to the woman in the mirror and once I found out I didn't have to believe in those nasty lies anymore, my whole world changed. I now had to find my way back to a better-feeling place. A place where I could actually love who I am. Thank you for listening. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ —————————————————————————
What is this all about?
12-10-2023
What is this all about?
My mind won’t shut the fuck up. It’s always telling me how awful I am, how fat I am, how unworthy I am. And, I’ve fucken had ENOUGH! The best part is, I don’t actually have to listen to this mean voice inside my head anymore. But, now comes the hard part. Cleaning up all of its mess and getting rid of every single fucked up word it has ever spoken to me. This is my therapy. My way of healing. And, sharing all I have learnt over the last few years. So, enjoy my fucked up thoughts every fortnight. With work, home life, family and all of that stuff, fortnightly is all I can achieve right now. And, that’s ok! I’m here. I’m doing it. I’m loving it. So, keep on shouting “SHUT THE FUCK UP!”. ————————————————————————— Remember… There is no love outside of you greater than the love inside of you. Listen. Learn. Love. Kelly ————————————————————————— For more ways to raise love 💖 : Website: www.lovebodywoman.com Email: alovebodywoman@gmail.com ————————————————————————— For the Love of Me. A Collection of Poems and Short Stories. Find it here on Amazon https://www.amazon.com.au/dp/B0BSBTX3K3 Poems: https://lovebodywoman.com/poems/ Stories of She: https://lovebodywoman.com/stories-of-she/ Shut the F**k Up column: https://lovebodywoman.com/shut-the-fuck-up-column/ Books: https://lovebodywoman.com/how-to-love-myself-books/ ————————————————————————— #lovebodywoman #love #bodypositive