In this season, I try to be as spontaneous as possible. Go script-less. The drawback is I get too self-conscious about unpolished sentences and fragmented thoughts. Like in the last part of the commentary. I wanted to say that I would like to believe in a force that holds us together from before the beginning of time and till after it ends — which you may have already figured out — but it came out in a different way.
If you enjoyed the poem, you may read it here: https://www.razelibrary.com/2022/10/poem-11-2022.html